Sometimes in my world weary travels
I find that my sanity begins to unravel

I feel so all alone and so distant
Like time has stopped all in one instant
The place where I am in this moment frozen
Is not what I wished or indeed would have chosen
It is more as if fate is playing a game
has decided to keep me alone with my pain
has decided to give my thoughts no place to go
directed them inward where I don't want to go
To look so deep with a mind's eye so keen
forces appraisal of things best left unseen
Is it a good thing to look at a life not lived
To look at crushed hopes and dreams unfulfilled
Is that something that will help make me strong
or make me a prisoner of this moment so long
Why should I look at things I left unsaid
or be digging up memories I thought were dead
I can pretend their not mine the things that I saw
Once the frozen moment begins to thaw

by Deranger

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